Monday, December 31, 2012

Defeat

This is one such word, I often hate to tell. I believe that when one says he is defeated, he loses the fighter in him.

I myself sometimes keep trying till I knew there is not even a 1% chance of success.

But one thing keeps defeating me and take my beloved ones away from me. That is "Death". I seldom utter this type of word. But during my recent visit to India, I lost my paternal grand father. For many, it was not a big sorrow as he lived a long, peaceful life. But for me, I have lost a Kohinoor Diamond. Somehow, I could not take it in a practical sense. I am still coming to terms with the fact that he is no more.

I know, I cannot win this battle, but this was the day, I dreaded to imagine even in my dreams. My heart does not accept any loss for that matter.

I hope I will be alright soon!!

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