The word "Revenge" or "Gaandu" in local slang is over riding the sincerity and professionalism that are expected to be shown in this field. Not to say about the internal politics happening.
I am not telling that the other fields are very pure, but this is a field where we expect people with service mind.
For my sslc, I studied in a school (Bhaktavatsalam Vidhyashram) which didn't pay the teachers for 4 months on the trot and some of them were literally crying because it has affected their life's balance severely. But the classes went on in a normal manner with utmost sincerity and we came out with flying colours in our SSLC exams which was supposed to be one of the toughest as it was CBSE and with all odds stacked against us, since we hailed from a Village called Korattur.
Now this was one case where I felt I should give back something to my old school faculties which I haven't been able to do till date.
SBOA Experience: For my HSC, against my will my parents moved me to a so called Royal school - Lazy Boys of Annanagar where 90% of the faculties are too eager to mint money (Mohan Lazarus group), that if a student fails in one exam in a subject, then immediately he/she should either attend tution with the useless faculty or ask for a home tution.. One home tution costs Rs.300 INR 11 years back with all facilities like Jilabee, tea, koffee, snacks, dinner etc offered freely to the teacher.
Or if a student argues with the teacher or asks so many questions(like in my case ;-)) that they are not able to answer, the student would be beaten up in full public view and they would be asked to cut their privately arranged tutions and asked to join COMPULSORY tutions to curb their question asking ability.
This is one kind of business which even a uncultured person won't do.
Attitude Redefined:
These type of Dubakoors redefine attitude with a student who has failed. "Thambi nee en kita tution sernthu 2 times just pass ayita...Very good" - this is one of the famous dialogue that my so called Maths teacher talks to me. When I say "I want to get centum", she would reply "Aya, Unaku ethuku intha ninappu". I am still wondering how many people's attitude has she ruined. She is happy taking her son to the centum pole. I am a strong trier and I beleive that if a person in school does, why can't I?
Attitude is everything and these commercial people aim to curb it and say "100% all pass" in my Compulsory tution.
Above all, my parents will get scoldings that they are not making me learn. Then for what the hell am I in a COMPULSORY tution with you will be my helpless thought!
End Result: Dreams of parents goes in vain. Future of the child is at stake because of the neck breaking competition.
How can we avoid this? By not joining in these kinda schools! Who will tell about these? No idea!
And slowly, I moved to my engg degree. I am not a super bright student, but I developed because I am a trier. I get to know lot of things by questioning.
Again I ended up in wrong place.. Emperor Peru Engg College was attached to Brother Univ - Another Univ which is again known for its notorious way of correction and marking candidates.
I still remember there was a fight that happened between students and correspondent in which one person was doing some talking with him... That student failed miserably in 2 of the easiest papers in engg... He got an internals mark of 10 out of 20 and it took 2 years to clear those papers.
Ditto in my case where I was questioning ethical issues to some lecturers. I was marked, cornered and a big Aapu followed. My 2 friends and I did a project, One of my friend and I were given a 97% mark and whereas the other one secured 100%, when we questioned the authorities, the response was the most irritating I have ever had - "U both were talking in the lab, where as he was quiet".
Nothing wrong in losing 3% but it affected my overall ranking and I as a person almost lost beleif in ethics. Why should I be moral? Why should I be true? Why I should I ever respect these persons who vandalise a person's image?
Peace finally prevailed after almost 5 months when I got the job.
This blog is not to vent out my feelings or frustrations, but it is just to highlight how commercial a selfless field has become. We humans make everything good, but its we again who make things rank bad.
My strong desire is to contribute in all possible ways to my old school in my village and help the students which I am sure I will do one day.
--Om Sayiram
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